Sunday, May 11, 2008

Why is it hard for people to treat others like how they want to be treated. Why can some people be so sensitive but insensitive toward others? And why is it that i am always the one who is being treated as such. Perhaps i dun have feelings?
Always me, always me...why, why, WHY!! i am so tired and freaking pissed off with such people.
I'm sicked and tired and saying 'oh perhaps i'm the caused of it' nomore, i will not subject myself to such degrading thoughts. I have feelings TOO you know. Last time i check you had feelings too so why are you treating others as such??
I am so upset, so very upset..rarely the person whom i call a frend will be able to hurt me cause i will always say to myself it's ok, cos i treasure ur frendship..but people dun treasure that frendship. My imperfection is all that matters to them but did they ever stop to think about their own imperfection..? I'm just tired of all this lar, so sick and tired of always being treated as such...
And nope this is not about my darling fiance..how can i be upset with the person who coaxed me out of this misery...
sighhh..well life goes on ryte..
I dun want the source of my unhappiness to result in me failing my exam..i so need to focus...
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Sunday, May 11, 2008