I promised myself that i will diligently enter entries to my blog, but well guess dose are just tots with myself, wonder what i did wif my time...dun tell me i dream again..?? hrmm...
anyway like to share this with everyone..happy reading..
Secure attchment Style In general, i think most other people are well intentioned and trustworthy. I find it relatively easy to get close to others. I am comfortable relying on others and having others depend on me. I don't worry much about being abandoned by others. I am comfortable when other people want to get close to me emotionally.
Avoidant Attachment Style I tend to pull back when things don't go well in a relationship. I am somewhat skeptical about the idea of true love. I have difficulty trusting my partner in a romantic relationship. Other people tend too be too eager to seek committment from me. I get a little nervous if anyone gets too close emotionally.
Ambivalent Attachment Style I have often felt misunderstood and unappreciated in my romantic relationships. My lovers and friends have been somewhat unreliable. I love my romantic partner but i worry that he or she doesn't really love me. I would like to be closer to my romantic partner, but i'm not sure i trust him or her.
Well that's about it. Think about it, which are you. Don't worry, it's not unusual if you are from the 2nd or the 3rd category. Maybe this will somewhat make urself understand urself better and make the necessary improvement in yourself. Just remember never to blame yourself too much and say you're at fault when most things doesn't go your way.
If you think that the 2nd or 3rd is about your partner. Don't blame her and keep faulting her wheneva things happen. Maybe this will help you understand your partner better and be there for ur partner.
This is the emotional feeling that have been the aftermath of his or her young ages...but some of the points may not be really accurate...so hey it's up to you to interpret it ok...
Don't dwell on it, just think and move on...cheers!!
The quotes are all thanks to "Dennis Coon, tenth edition" and "Shaver & hazan,1993".
Sunday, August 26, 2007
Monday, August 20, 2007
Your Winter
Grey Ceiling on the Earth Well it's lasted for a while Take my thoughts for what they're worth I've been acting like a child
Your opinion, what is that? It's just a different point of view
So, what else what else can I do? I said I'm sorry, and I'm sorry
I said I'm sorry but what for if I hurt you Then I hate myself, I don't wanna hate myself, don't wanna hurt you
Why do you choose your pain If you only knew How much I love you, Love you
I won't be your winter I won't be anyone's excuse to cry and we can be forgiven And I will be here.
Old picture on the shelf Well it's been there for a while Frozen image of ourselves We were acting like a child
You read my eyes just like your diary Oh remember please remember
Well I'm not a begger, but once more, Well if I hurt you, then I hate myself, I don't want to hate myself Don't want to hurt you
Why do you choose your pain If you only knew how much I love you, Love you
I won't be your winter I won't be anyone's excuse to cry and we can be forgiven And I will be here.
I won't be your winter And I won't be anyone's excuse to cry And we can be forgiven And I will be here...
I won't be your winter I won't be anyone's excuse to cry and we can be forgiven And I will be here.
Monday, August 20, 2007
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Upon her engagement
Congrats Tam..alhamdullilah, her engagement ceremony went so smoothly. As usual she's the beautiful one. always The sweet one..kecoh sekejap bila nak siap..hahaha..gal u nvr change, even when you are about to get engage...!! maybe we shud change name..and you become cok instead..?? hahaa..wish you all d best for your engagement, semoga kekal hingga ke jinjang pelamin..insya'allah..*muaccksss*
sayang i think i got back problem..no..?? hehee..
two down two to gooo...
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Hey there Delilah What's it like in New York City? I'm a thousand miles away But girl tonight you look so pretty Yes you doTimes Square can't shine as bright as you I swear it's true
Hey there Delilah Don't you worry about the distance I'm right there if you get lonely Give this song another listen Close your eyes Listen to my voice it's my disguise I'm by your side
Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me What you do to me
Hey there Delilah I know times are getting hard But just believe me girl Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar We'll have it good We'll have the life we knew we would My word is good
Hey there Delilah I've got so much left to say If every simple song I wrote to you Would take your breath away I'd write it all Even more in love with me you'd fall We'd have it all
Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me
A thousand miles seems pretty far But they've got planes and trains and cars I'd walk to you if I had no other way Our friends would all make fun of us and we'll just laugh along because we know That none of them have felt this way Delilah I can promise you That by the time we get through The world will never ever be the same And you're to blame
Hey there Delilah You be good and don't you miss me Two more years and you'll be done with school And I'll be making history like I do You'll know it's all because of you We can do whatever we want to Hey there Delilah here's to you This ones for you
Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me Oh it's what you do to me What you do to me.
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Thursday, August 16, 2007
sumtimes i wonder wads the purpose of people life. Isit to live life at its fullest or live life base on sumone's else life..cause if you choose the latter then it means that you are a living MOCKERY!!
So my hyporthesis of YOU is...an empty vessel..oh yes u are one damn loud empty vessel. Cause your very existence stinks..!! you may look wonderful, you may have frends, you may have a life but you STINK!! stink-O Cause your life depend on others..you feed on other people life, their happiness, their sadness..so wad is the reason of your existence..so my advice is GET A LIFE!! wonder wad you get for talking about me..? for saying those remarks..all i can say is..GOOD..!! cause now i noe that i am sumone popular whom you are dying to know n tok about..whereas i dun give a shit about your existence..
So STINK-O ... thank you for reading.. got-CHA!!!
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
True or False
Nine words women use...
1.) Fine :This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
2.) Five Minutes :If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.
3.) Nothing :This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'nothing' usually end in 'fine'.
4.) Go Ahead :This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!
5.) Loud Sigh :This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)
6.) That's Okay :This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
7.) Thanks :A woman is thanking you, do not question, or Faint. Just say you're welcome.
8.) Whatever :Is a women's way of saying **** You.
9.) Don't worry about it, I got it:Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to #3.
As i smile upon reading this, i suddenly have the urge to scream out loud and say..hey that's not true..but hey who am i kidding right..haha..but when i say wadeva it does not mean f*** you..??!! geezz..i dun think we female species or myself to say, are that rude to our Love ones.. ..with that said..this is just for laugh, a peek.. move on & it wun b dere nomore..
cheers..!
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
Sunday, August 12, 2007
on another note.. sumtimes i nvr say it out loud.. sumtimes the words i nvr meant came out TOO loud but all in all i will try to say this out
thank you dear, fer being dere, for being patient, for being u
sumtimes it's not easy to decipher me i noe, i drive u crazy to d moon n back.. n with that said i love u to d moon n back..or maybe even to planet mars
thou i nvr say my encouragement out loud, do noe that it's dere, deep in my heart whr its kept safe & sound..
heart u dear.. *hugz*
p.s: tsktsk.. so mushy..no..? hee
Sunday, August 12, 2007
timecheck:1047
With a towel on my hand i rid the cobwebs off my blog..!! hehe..geez..have been awhile since i last did any entry..lemme see, so many happenings till i dunnoe whr to begin..so here goes..
This is going to be a veeryy long entryy..
BIRTHDAY SHOUTOUT!! (many many bdaes happenings..oh la la..)
To the beautiful ladee, diana..happy beLated bdae darLz..may u have a wonderful life ahead of ya..stay beautiful always..*hugs*
Then came my Lil' Dino, me n joy brought her out for a dinner & to catch HOMER on d big screen. Just a small affair thou..due to my bz schedule at werk i cldn't plan sumthing much thou i wanted to ceLebrate it big..!! hee..even the card that i wanted to give her wasn't prepared..halfway done wif missing teeth n all..!! hehee..oopss..nvm can always werk on it again nxt year..!! no promises but i will try cause aug is a no no fer me..sighh so sad...anw on a happy note, we girls had fun..i hope my lil dino had FUN!!
Apart from the dinner with joy, me n my family also celebrated wif her on the eve of her bdae..brought her makan satay at east coast but unfortunately no CAMERA!! aww, so d wasted..wad with all d food directed at me..kay promise dat will be my last chicken eh bie..hehe..but i think i ate the most..buurrpp...oops excuse me..hehe..
Lil dino hope you enjoyed your bdae this year,
the bag
the sweater
the cash
the pressies n d well wishes..
Happy 16th b'dae..may all ur dreamz cum true n b happily dino always..!! oopss..hahaa..
Then came MY BDAE!!! hehee..well like i said, aug is a pretty busy period fer me..wldnt even realise it if it were not fer my joy or my beloved..both of them kept harping on it..or can i say joy did most of the werk..
This year my beLoved celebrated with me..on d eve..a special celebration cause of the special surprise he did fer me. I was so touch so out of werds..it will be my lil secret..my lil secret dat i'm sure will be with me till d end of life..let's just say that i am so thankful that i live on the ground floor.. thank you bie for the surprise..for the cakefor the pressiefor the fruit champagnefor the well wishesfor everything..u're the best sayang..*hugs*
As for my family..they brought me to swensen..!! woohoo...best best..but unfortunately my beLoved wasn't dere with my whole family cause he is celebrating another sumone impt in his life bdae..his daddy.!! how kewl is dat, his daddy n my bdae are d same..080807..hehe.. happy bday daddy..semoga panjang umur dan murah rezeki, insya'allah amin...
ok so whr were we..ryte swensen..so we mkn2 sampai kenyang then sudeeenly d staff frm swensen came with the complimentary ice cream ( firehouse ) and sang a bdae song fer me..geezz so embarrasing..alamak so d malu..heee..but thanks ya all..how they noe, k peeps fer ur info if its ur bdae u can go dwn to swensen to get some complimentary ice cream n discount fer ur meal..no kidding.. so on a happy note, thank you fer dwell wishes for the kissfor the cash..for the celebrationfor the necklacefor the earringsheart everyone..
so here's some of the pics..dats tell it all...
Last but not least..to my dearest Ms Marena Zulaikha (or isit spell d other way round..?? hehe )...Happy BDAE darlz...!!! You're one year older on the 100807...semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki dan happy2 selalu.. stay bubbly n cheerful always.. *hugs*
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Sunday, August 05, 2007
Another wonderful song by fergie..nice nice..
Da Da Da Da The smell of your skin lingers on me now Your probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection baby To be with myself and center, clarity Peace, Serenity
I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But Ive got to get a move on with my life Its time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry
The path that I'm walking I must go alone I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I've got to get a move on with my life Its time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry
Like the little school mate in the school yard We'll play jacks and uno cards Ill be your best friend and you'll be mine Valentine Yes you can hold my hand if u want to Cause I want to hold yours too Well be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds But its time for me to go home Its getting late, dark outside I need to be with myself and center, clarity Peace, Serenity
I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightenin' out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But I've got to get a move on with my life Its time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry
La Da Da Da Da Da
Sunday, August 05, 2007
Yours Truly
an individual on its own
.fiancee.daughter.sister.
.confidante.frend.
loves life for all its worth
but yet questions it time and again
Lo.ve sTor.y
It's a typical L.o.V.e sto.Ry
We start.Ed out as F.rien.Ds
we met wa.Y back th.en
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
this i.s jusT a typi.caL l.Ove sToR.y