Sunday, December 02, 2007
i often wonder if i'm too self-centered or too caught up with myself that i often forget abt the existence of others? I dunnoe..i often wonder thou..i just can't figure out wads wrong with myself...am i such a bad person..? spoilt perhaps? i dunnoe..i seldom talk abt stuffs but that doesnt's mean that i dun care or am not aware of my surroundings..i dunnoe whr else can i turn.. so many things on my shoulder but i try to minimise toking abt my sorrow ..now i feel as if too much is on my shoulder..i tried head bangin but it hurt real bad..infact i became sick soon after..
so in other words, i'm simply lost..cos
once again my heart ache n i simply cant breathe..
*with head bent down, she walks away silently with tears down her face*
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There is a girl in the corner crying
Tears swelling in her red eyes
The room is full of other people
But they all just pass her by
For what they see is just not there
A smiling face so bright and clear
The sorrow’s hidden from their sight
They just can’t see the fear
She is slowly disappearing now
They do not see her go
Becoming a part of the darkness
Letting the depression grow
The wall that she created
To protect her from the pain
Has finally turned against her
She will become the slain
No one will come to save her
They do not see her cry
She has given into darkness
And in darkness she will die
There was a girl in the corner
But no longer is she there
She ceases to be living
She had no strength to care
Will anybody miss her
Now that she is gone
Life’s cruel fate has killed her
It played her like a pawn
I know that I will miss her
I just wish that you could see
You knew the girl in the corner
The crying girl was me
Sunday, December 02, 2007