Wednesday, September 19, 2007
If you're happy n u know u clap ur hand.. CLAP CLAP..so i'm crazy, wad else is new..
I woke up ON my side of d bed and i feel surly & CRANKY...i realise that all this negative feelings is a no-no. The world is a better place if my life is full of lafter & smiles...but how do one handle one's emotions..i mean wujudkah manusia yg selalu happy tanpa secalit noktah didalam kehidupan mereka..? but maybe different ppl handle their emotion separately? for me i must rant & rave..which is not sightly..what gd do i get when i rant & rave..eventhough i just want to express myself. Will only end up being misunderstood by ppl..
I think i must learn to be more discreet and watch out for my emotions..ya daa ya daa yada bla bla bla..same story day in day out..even i get bored by my own promises...heh..
On a more sirius note, i just hope that ppl take me siriusly..cos maybe even when i dun like it i still try to laft it off..so u wun noe. The slightest recognition from your part indicating that i matter that i exists will make me very very happy. But the recognition nvr came instead sumone else gets it, n u happily tell me..so how do u wan me to react..? i just feel sad..dats all..and after sad came anger..whr my stubornness sets in..so in d end whose fault isit..?? It became my fault..but in reality i think i shdlnt feel either way..it was uncalled for...
sumone said that i'm childish..well so be it...
n so the story goes didadee didadeedadidadee....
Wednesday, September 19, 2007