Saturday, August 12, 2006
d explosion was heard 1st before it can be seen..it sparkles down on us like stardust like how it was meant to be..it was wonderful..it was amazing ...i wonder how it was created..wonder..wonder..even as i watch d magical explosion i cant help but hope..hope dat mayb sumtin mite b reveal..i look everywhere..look for sumting dat mite not exist but which i hope mite exists..i'm not being realistic i noe..but i just cant help it..its all in my hands but it seems that in my hands its only getting frm bad to worst..sighhh..i hope n pray dat ryte now i'm in a long sad dream..dat i mite wake up sudenly n find out dat its al been just a dream..but its not..i noe it..i slap myself to wake up.. n dats d tinghow can u wake up when u're nvr aslp in d 1st place..??i feel like screaming but i cant screami feel like crying but i cant cryi feel like running away but i canti feel like giving up but i cantit's all in my brain but my brain is not functioning correctly..argghhh...i'm sic of al dis..god plss help me..
Saturday, August 12, 2006