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Monday, August 28, 2006
Been putting off writing to u for so long..gues nd to tel u this nd to get this feeling off my chest. Hope it will improve my breathing system.. Friday dated 25/8/2006, he came over my house to apologise to my parents. Didn't expect that frm him, never saw it coming, dun understand why he did it oso..show his sincerity i guess..well was out shoping wif mr ziggy n dat day was quite a hapy day for me..went shopping to marina square, suntec n kind mr ziggy accompanied me half way thru..had dinner at beach road wif mr ziggy..wanted to eat tulang but geezz i cldnt..wait comot!! hehee Dats dat bila balik was shock when i reach home dat nyte. I am happy ryte now happy that i managed to find my steps again. But then he came back again n now i am not so sure anymore.. The day when i told him i want us to go our separate ways for gd was the day went my heart close its door on him, now i guess it's too late. The door have been closed. It was nice of him to come over n all but dun u think dat its kinda late, why did it take him soo long..?? Well he wanted a chance.. then by all means, no promise was all i said..i'm too scarred to turn back now at this point. My family does not help in any way also, they are only making it worst. U see they want me to get back together with him. I am so dissappointed, dissappointed with them. Did they not see how i sufferred? How i fall down on my face n tried to regain it back? Did they not see how hard i tried to be happy again? All they see is aww he is so nice n he have already learn his lesson n i shld 4give him..dis is not the 1st tyme but yet they want us to get back together, pressuring me.. Goodness am i not their own flesh n blood..?? Wads wrong if i say i've found some1 new? Wads wrong if i said i've moved on? Isit wrong?? I tot they wanted me to moved on..but look at wad they are putting me through.. Throughout my 23years in life i've been controlled but have i complained?? No beacuse i understand that it is for my own good..but this is my future that they are talking abt, my marriage, my well being..n my feelings..?? Doesn't any of this matter to them?? I am so dissappointed..so sadd...When u want me u keep me when u dunwan me u chuck me one side..m i a doll?? A ragdoll?? I have my own feelings also but why am i invisible to everyone?? Just because i keep quiet doesn't mean that i'm incapable of any feelings wad soeva...i keep quiet because i dun wan to be rude dun wan to hurt ppl..but ppl always take me for granted.. treat me like i've got no feelings... now i will make my own feelings known..i'm sorry if noone can except it but this is me..d new me, n i'm happy for the new me.. And now when enuf is enuf u came back saying sorry... Just guess it wun be enuf...enuf said...
Monday, August 28, 2006
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Yours Truly
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.fiancee.daughter.sister. .confidante.frend. loves life for all its worth but yet questions it time and again Lo.ve sTor.y
It's a typical L.o.V.e sto.Ry
We start.Ed out as F.rien.Ds we met wa.Y back th.en Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause this i.s jusT a typi.caL l.Ove sToR.y Credits
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